it's interesting being a pm now. in some ways, i lose 'cool points'..especially with other tech people. i'm starting to work on things with people who don't realize i have a tech background..and then talk to me like i know nothing at all...or just assume i'm asking a dumb question. interesting. on the other hand, i work with people who know my background and ask me technical questions that no other pm would normally be able to answer. i'm having an identity crisis at work. plus it's late. i can't believe i'm still here.



i'm moving. still trying to grasp the concept that i made that decision today. see, i live in an old house. i love my old house. i really do. but i miss some of the standards of modern living. for example, it'd be nice to open up my paper roll-up blinds without worrying about it rolling out and hitting me in the head....or washing my dishes in warm water because it takes too much brainpower in the evenings to find that certain 2 degrees that my kithen faucet handle needs to be at in order to get warm water...or being able to park someplace where my car doesn't get stolen in the middle of the night, only to be found in federal way a few days later without any seats. plus, i miss having a balcony and view. so i looked around this weekend..and found a cool apartment at a brand new place just a few blocks from me. it has a balcony, a roof top deck and it's oh so new. if all works out, i'll be in there by september. it makes me sad, though, because i love where i live right now. it's so charming with the stained glass and clawfoot tub. most of all, i have cool landlords. this last weekend, i ate dinner in the park and played frisbee with them...they're such sweet people. they definitely made it a hard decision for me. but--as phoebe and fred say--this new apartment is probably "more along the lines of my urban chick personality" than my current place. ha!



had lunch with thomas yesterday...saw him for the first time in months. he looked good. it was nice to see him smiling and giddy like he was when i first met him...as compared to the stressed out and seemingly unhappy guy i was dating near the end of our relationship. i still can't figure out what really happened between the two of us. oh well.



i think gilia's back from brazil. must have lunch with her.